after dropping jason off @ work, i've come home to the most disgusting smell of rotting old bbq. its in the trashcan, left on the dishes. the kitchen table is pulled out into the middle of the room. and i'm feeling like vomiting. so i put off going in there until i absolutely have to. i've even sent Charlotte into the kitchen to throw things away. she does happily. i'm a horrible mother. at least i've got a load of laundry going. i'm not a complete and total failure.
i've been super emotional letting go of Charlotte's babyhood and accepting her graduation into a toddler. a moment ago, the two of us were looking @ pictures of her as a baby. she kept saying....."momma. ME! momma. ME! PAPA!!!!! me!" of course, i started crying. she grabbed my face and said, "oh momma....love me." and then gave me a kiss and snuggled into the crook of my arm. heartbreaking yet healing.
i did 6 haircuts in two hours and got paid for one yesterday. nice. in the middle of working on updos for the two weddings i've been hired to do this summer. need more clients in Lawrence....tell your friends.
trying to decide if i should pixie cut all my hair off again or continue growing my momcore mullet.........
and yes. this will get more interesting.....i promise.
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